Hello all, my name is Austin.
I love to volunteer/work at the Toledo Zoo as a ZOOTeen.
I am a self harmer and i have to fight the urge every day. sometimes i win, sometimes the addiction wins.
I am afraid that even on here i will be judged so i am very conservative. I get attached way too quickly and i cant let go easily. If i like you, you will know it. I'm sorry i cant take all of the pain out if the world. if i could i would do it in aheart beat.

I hate my body. my arms are not big enough... my legs are scrawny, my thighs are all scared up. i just hate my body.

If you want to know anything more just ask :D :D

27

Feb. '12

youcreatedthismonster: You don’t even realize it.I don’t expect you too, though.It’s not your job to recognize my pain.Ignore it. Suck it up. Smile.Life is good.Because if I show even the slightest hint of my depression, I’m afraid that you’ll run away from me again.  fuck you mr. kitakka!!! fuck you!!!!

youcreatedthismonster:

You don’t even realize it.
I don’t expect you too, though.
It’s not your job to recognize my pain.
Ignore it. Suck it up. Smile.
Life is good.
Because if I show even the slightest hint of my depression, I’m afraid that you’ll run away from me again. 

fuck you mr. kitakka!!! fuck you!!!!

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